There are those that say that anger is not a productive emotion. I tend to disagree. I think anger is great! i think that anger, when its used properly, can fuel changes that can move mountains! I have changed, and I have moved mountains! I came to New York alone, with few options, and even less money. I had to work it out, and you know what?..........I did!
New York is hard. But in New York i have developed a fight. A fight that I had no idea was inside me but it was there. I guess it was always there. i know who i am and what i am about. I am strong, and a force to be reckoned with! I have the power to change the energy in a room. Me, all by myself! I can walk into a space and completly change the dynamic! This is something that i am just now realizing. Here in this concrete jungle, I have came into my own.
A man that i used to love told me that i was too powerful for him. I got so affended when he said it too me, because i knew that what he wanted was this subdued docile creature, that i wasnt. i tried to be "her". Then i realized that, that is not who i am. I am not some submissive creature, that is going to stand behind a man, and do what he say's no matter what. No! thats not me. I am the kind of woman, that will stand beside my man, and love and support him, and be his partner. Not his child!
That relationship ended thank god! but what that relationship gave me, was the courage to understand that I am strong, I am powerfu! I am beautiful! I am unique! I am a Goddess! Now i revel in my beauty! I have accepted who i am. What can i say? I love me! love yourself! It's an amazing feeling!
!LaLa
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